So i'm back. not /really/ back since life is still hectic, but i'll drop in every now and again. though anyone who did watch me was probably given up heheh oh well. I did add another picture yesterday, and i'm instating another kiriban-at 1500 pageviews. So i'm moving to another city soon, and that'll take alot of time and stress but i'll finally be on my own, wewt! ^^ Anyway, hope everyone is doing well, drawing/painting/taking lots of pictures ^^
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oki so i'm currently kinda overwhelmed and i really don't have time to draw anything much less spend time looking at all the awesomeful amazing pictures you guys draw so as much as i hate to do this, i'm taking a leave of absence from DA..... >.<
sorry... and once i have my life in order again i'll definately visit everyone's galleries and all that...
yeah... i hate having to do this.........
argh....
and sorry to anyone who reads this as it really doesn't benefit you in any way shape or form...
...i'm done

-:note:- no one has to read all of this. after typing is all i looked at it and realized no one in thier right mind would actually read through that so this is to save you time, don't bother. Thanks alot, kaia

wow.. so i realized the other day that i totally neglect having an account on here.. so i figured i'd update at least the journal.
right, so lots has happened over the summer but i don't feel like getting into details and if you're a friend of mine you probably already know, and if you aren't, you probably don't need to know.
but yeah, i was working alot and when i wasn't working i was trying to spend as much free time with my friends as possible because with everyone's work scheduals it was hard to find time to chill. for most of august i was in a kind of slump when if came to drawing.. i had lots of ideas and i could form the picture but when it got down to actaully drawing something i just didn't feel like it.. but now that school has started again and i'm back in art i've started working on stuff again ^-^ (i'll upload the newest sketch in a few days) so i'm really happy because i got my boss to cut my hours and now i'm only working 20 a week so i have time for school and to have a bit of a social life. now the only problem is to stop spending so much money now that i'm not making as much. >.< I just bought a new computer desk (really really pretty corner desk in a dark cherry-gorgeous) so that cost alot but i did need it so i don't regret it..until the assembly part comes.. that'll suck. And i've gone on several shopping sprees with one good friend of mine but its slowly depleting the money i have saved.. >.<
And school.. i hate school.. i wish i were out already.. but at least grad will be fun. and i don't have that hard of a courseload this semester, especially since every second day i have a spare becuase of band. ^-^ I've also got art, like i said, english, and math. I'm not all that happy about my art class right now though becuase we're doing a unit on picasso and while i respect that the cubism style he was famous for is art... i presonally don't see anything skillful about it. so instead i'm neglecting my schoolwork for my own drawings and for the new supply of books from the library that being back at school offers. ^-^
my love life is still lame as well.. boyhunting is really hard when you're as picky as i am.. why is it that nice guys never pose any challenge and so they really aren't that desirable, but the jerks we are attracted to are just that..they're jerks..?
there are several guys that are pretty but only one that i'll even consider.. and he doesn't even go to the school so its hard to find free time when he's not working either to hang out
overall, i'm in a good way right now. i'm in a horribly optimistic 'i love life' place right now thats scares the hell out of me.
i haven't been sleeping much.. i should.. but i always kinda lose track of time and then its like.. 4 in the morning when i finally go to sleep.
I have to bike to school this year since my brother is gradded now.. its not that bad of a ride but its been really hot and sunny and i don't do well under hot and sunny conditions usually but doing physical activity in the hot sun makes me totally wilt.. i've been getting headaches from the heat everyday now.. but at least i'm getting exercise ^-^
i think thats all ... if i think of more i'll add it. OH and one last note for anyone bored or stupid enough to read all that.
I've decided to have a kiriban. it'll be at 796 and just let me see a screenshot. i know i'm not the best artist out there but i'll try my best to draw something of your choice. just please don't make it too difficult

Happy birthday to me!! ^-^
So i figured i'd update this.. not that i really have anything to write so i'm advising anyone who isn't really bored to go now.
yea, i've been working alot and my schedual always conflicts with that of my friend's so lately i've been spending my free time getting to know my new bike better, or sleeping. its no fun. yep.. so.. i have many pictures i haven't even started to put on paper but if i ever have some spare time, i'll try to.. not that i really feel like drawing lately.. i'm in a bit of a slump..
they keep adding shifts at work though.. and i keep asking them to cut my hours as i'm only supposed to be working part time and it keeps creeping closer to full..
someone should give me an idea for something to draw.. maybe i'll be inspired oki i think i'm done. >>
......mutant alien sock mushrooms.......like pie.

just to clear my name, i did not!!!! [link]
tis all lies
though he also drew me other pictures so yai ^-^

so i have my new sketchbook.. but that doesn't mean i don't miss my last one. I almost feel bad to use the new one because its like i'm betraying the other.. i can't replace them until they're full and it was far from it so i'm really guilty. that and i did horribly on my latest japanese test. its just too much to memorize.. i can't keep all that infomation in my head..